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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 0:02:23 GMT
'Abi, whats wrong?' Dougie asked sitting down next to her 'Erm, everything, it keeps coming back to me, nothing ever leaves my head, I felt safe with Harry, wiht out him, I feel helpless and empty,' She said 'Aww Abi, I'm sure you'll find someone thats better than Harry,' Dougie said 'Yeah, maybe, I don't know though, I mean, my heart always gets broken, I don't know if I wanna do this anymore,' She said and with that she got up and walked to the window, where she had been hiding a blade, she picked it up and dug it into her arm, facing away from Dougie so he couldnt see what she was doing. She hated her life, she hated the fact she had to run from her farther. She hated the fact that every night she cried. She hated the pain. All her life was full of pain, her mum dying, her sister being beaten to death. He brother being put in hospital cause of her dad. Her brother was taken away, that just left her. Her farther took advantage of her, beat her, raped her, and all that time she was too scared to do anything about it, it got worse, his friends joining in. Dougie could see her tears in the window, she looked back at Dougie and then down at her arm, she kept digging the blade into her arm, Dougie looked in the window and saw something shiny in her hand, and his eyes widened. 'Abi please don't tell me your doing what I think your doing,' Dougie said 'Dougie I can't take the pain any more,' She said and droped the blade her arms bleeding badly. She dropped onto the floor.
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Post by jenni on Dec 31, 2006 0:11:00 GMT
Aaw, Noo your sister! =< Aaw poor Abi, This is really horrible. And I hope that she feel's better very soon. Dougie will be there for her! Bless him!
more soon <33
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 0:11:44 GMT
yeah =]
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 0:32:20 GMT
'SOMEONE GET AN AMBLUBCE,' Dougie shuted 'Dougie, why won't you just leave me to die, to die, would be better than to live a life full of pain,' Abi said and her eyes started to close 'Abi please, don't leave me, don't leave us,' Dougie said Her breathing started to get heavy and her heart started to get slower. The doctors saved her just in time. She was laid in hospital, Dougie was just about to leave the room, cause Abi hadn't moved for weeks. 'Why Dougie? Why couldn't you leave me?' She asked 'Abi, I could never leave you, never, I'll always be here for you, always have been, always will be, no matter what,' Dougie said 'Dougie thats sweet but why couldn't you leave me?' She asked 'Becasue I couldn't, never, you mean to much to me, to lose you,' Dougie said 'Awww, ok, but I just wish you had left me,' She said 'No you don't life will get better,' Dougie said 'I don't know though, it might not, what if I don't find the right person, and I get hurt again?' Abi asked crying 'Please Abi, you will find the right person, please stop crying,' Doguie said wiping the tears away
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Post by jenni on Dec 31, 2006 0:42:57 GMT
AAW BLESS DOUGIE FOR SAVING MYY ABBIIII! <33333333333
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 0:43:36 GMT
=]
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 1:06:42 GMT
A month later
'Abi are you alright?' Dougie asks going into her room 'Yeah,' She lied she was still hurt, upset and she felt unloved 'Abi you know I can tell your not,' Dougie said 'Yeah but it was still worth a try,' She said hugging Dougie as she let the tears flow. They stayed like that all night, hugging each other and Abi crying quitely into Dougies chest. She felt safe like this, and she felt loved. Maybe the right guy was there all the time but she hadnt relised it. Or maybe it was her trying to tell her self she ddn't have these feelings for him, because she didn't want to get hurt.
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Post by Camie on Dec 31, 2006 1:09:33 GMT
AWWW Abii ;D ;D i love your writing, and bless Dougie for being there ;D ;D more when you can hun
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 1:11:54 GMT
Sure, I'll write more now =]
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Post by jenni on Dec 31, 2006 1:14:50 GMT
Bless Abi && Dougie for hugging eachother all night! <33
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 1:23:11 GMT
Maybe this was how she was going to live her life, getting hurt and then crying into Dougies chest at night time. Feeling safe with him but not saying anything about it.
A few weeks later she made another mistake of going out with Danny, She soon relised Danny had been cheating on her, with a girl called Laura, according to Danny Laura meant the would to him. She soon got dumped again, she started the self harming again. Dougie cought her and stopped her from cutting herself.
The next few weeks went quite well. She was now going out with Tom, they seemed happy together. Nothing anyone did could break them apart, until.......... Abi broke up with Tom sencing that someone else liked him and he like the other person more. A week later Tom was going out with Jenni. Abi was alone again, but she wasn't the only on, Dougie had been dumped and he was heart broken, he started self harming. When Abi found him, he had a blade in his had, he didnt even look up, his vision was blury because of the tears he could just make out a figure standing there. She took the blade off of him and throw it away.
'Dougie, I won't let you do that, not now, not ever,' Abi said bending down in front of him. Wiping the tears from his eyes, she looked him in the eyes and closed her eyes and kissed him. She didn't want to make the mistake of ingoring her feelings for him any longer. They were both getting hurt. They had now both self harmed. Dougie wiped his eyes and looked at Abi.
'Abi?' Dougie asked 'Yes Dougie?' Abi replied 'I think I'm in love with you,' He said 'Thats good,' Abi said 'What?' Dougie asked shocked by her reaction 'Who just kissed you?' Abi asked 'I don't know,' Dougie said 'I'll show you,' Abi said and kissed him again
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 1:23:27 GMT
<3 <3 <3
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Post by Camie on Dec 31, 2006 1:30:32 GMT
Maybe this was how she was going to live her life, getting hurt and then crying into Dougies chest at night time. Feeling safe with him but not saying anything about it.
A few weeks later she made another mistake of going out with Danny, She soon relised Danny had been cheating on her, with a girl called Laura, according to Danny Laura meant the would to him. She soon got dumped again, she started the self harming again. Dougie cought her and stopped her from cutting herself.
The next few weeks went quite well. She was now going out with Tom, they seemed happy together. Nothing anyone did could break them apart, until.......... Abi broke up with Tom sencing that someone else liked him and he like the other person more. A week later Tom was going out with Jenni. Abi was alone again, but she wasn't the only on, Dougie had been dumped and he was heart broken, he started self harming. When Abi found him, he had a blade in his had, he didnt even look up, his vision was blury because of the tears he could just make out a figure standing there. She took the blade off of him and throw it away.
'Dougie, I won't let you do that, not now, not ever,' Abi said bending down in front of him. Wiping the tears from his eyes, she looked him in the eyes and closed her eyes and kissed him. She didn't want to make the mistake of ingoring her feelings for him any longer. They were both getting hurt. They had now both self harmed. Dougie wiped his eyes and looked at Abi.
'Abi?' Dougie asked 'Yes Dougie?' Abi replied 'I think I'm in love with you,' He said 'Thats good,' Abi said 'What?' Dougie asked shocked by her reaction 'Who just kissed you?' Abi asked 'I don't know,' Dougie said 'I'll show you,' Abi said and kissed him again Awww glad it was all sorted out then ;D That's the cutest thing ever, i rele do love this fic ;D <3
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Post by Snake on Dec 31, 2006 1:33:54 GMT
;D you want more then
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Post by Camie on Dec 31, 2006 1:35:38 GMT
Yes please ;D
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